Ok, so AF has been so heavy it's quite a shock, but over the worst of it now I hope. It's all good though, as I now know that my body is ready to go again.
We've had such a bad run of luck over these past few weeks. It started with the mc and has just gone from bad to worse. One thing after another has happened and it's not only costing us emotionally, but it's costing us financially aswell. The last straw for me was my the garage rang me on Friday to tell me that Renault had sent them the wrong part and the correct part was actually going to be £200 more. Thus bringing the total so far up to £1700 AARRGG! When's it going to stop???
Felix is also going through this run of bad luck and thinks that we should deffinately play the lottery, as we are in for some good luck soon, so why not make it a lottery win! :) I might just try that.
Ok, I'm off to bed now, Felix is in court in the morning (another bad luck thing) will explain another time though.
Speak soon x
Sunday 12 October 2008
Friday 10 October 2008
Ok, so no big deal...(really!)
Well this morning I awoke to the all to familiar feeling of AF returning!
At last is all I can say. At least I now know that the faint lines I've had over the last few days were just residual hormones left over from the mc. AF returning tells me that my body has healed and it's ready to try again. Much to the relief of us both :)
It's late now and I need to go to bed, I just wanted to put this down and so therefore I can now start to enjoy this again.
Speak soon
x
At last is all I can say. At least I now know that the faint lines I've had over the last few days were just residual hormones left over from the mc. AF returning tells me that my body has healed and it's ready to try again. Much to the relief of us both :)
It's late now and I need to go to bed, I just wanted to put this down and so therefore I can now start to enjoy this again.
Speak soon
x
Thursday 9 October 2008
I feel ready to come back now...
It's been quite a while since I last posted...
I lost the pregnancy :(
@ 10 weeks I woke up with some brown spotting after dreaming that night that I had started bleeding! 'Strange' I went to see the doctor, who told me it was probably nothing, but to be on the safe side he booked me in for a scan early the following morning. I could sleep that night, I can tell you. The bleeding hadn't got any worse, ut when I got up in the morning, it had started to turn bright red. My mum picked me up early, Jon stayed at home with Milly, as they don't allow little ones in for the scans, plus I didn't want her to see me upset if it was bad news.
So, we got to the hospital, waited about 10 minutes, then got called in. They were lovely, they started the scan, but couldn't see my uterus properly, so I had to have an internal scal... This is when they discovered that I had a 'Blighted Ovum' I'd only read about them in passing on the internet, but couldn't believe this was happening to me. I could clearly see there was no baby there :( I felt my world come crashing down around me. This baby I had been nurturing inside me for the past 10 weeks wasn't even there. How can that be.
They did everything by the book and offered me two options. Either I could let nature take it's course, or they would book me in for an emergency ERPC. I opted for the ERPC and had this done that afternoon and was home by 11pm that night. That was on the 9th March. The day before Jon's birthday.
It's now a month later exactly, my period still hasn't returned, although for the last few days, It really feels like it's on it's way. But I've got very very faint lines on a couple of hpt's over the last couple of days.(althought, these have come up after the time limit) but they are there non the less. I felt like I ovulated 2 weeks after the ERPC and so because I felt ready to, we did some bd'ing. I'm now wondering if I might possibly be pregnant again...!
I know I'm just going to have to wait and see, as it could quite possibly be left over HCG from the last pregnancy.
Oh why oh why did I test? Now It's all I can think about! LOL!
Speak soon x
I lost the pregnancy :(
@ 10 weeks I woke up with some brown spotting after dreaming that night that I had started bleeding! 'Strange' I went to see the doctor, who told me it was probably nothing, but to be on the safe side he booked me in for a scan early the following morning. I could sleep that night, I can tell you. The bleeding hadn't got any worse, ut when I got up in the morning, it had started to turn bright red. My mum picked me up early, Jon stayed at home with Milly, as they don't allow little ones in for the scans, plus I didn't want her to see me upset if it was bad news.
So, we got to the hospital, waited about 10 minutes, then got called in. They were lovely, they started the scan, but couldn't see my uterus properly, so I had to have an internal scal... This is when they discovered that I had a 'Blighted Ovum' I'd only read about them in passing on the internet, but couldn't believe this was happening to me. I could clearly see there was no baby there :( I felt my world come crashing down around me. This baby I had been nurturing inside me for the past 10 weeks wasn't even there. How can that be.
They did everything by the book and offered me two options. Either I could let nature take it's course, or they would book me in for an emergency ERPC. I opted for the ERPC and had this done that afternoon and was home by 11pm that night. That was on the 9th March. The day before Jon's birthday.
It's now a month later exactly, my period still hasn't returned, although for the last few days, It really feels like it's on it's way. But I've got very very faint lines on a couple of hpt's over the last couple of days.(althought, these have come up after the time limit) but they are there non the less. I felt like I ovulated 2 weeks after the ERPC and so because I felt ready to, we did some bd'ing. I'm now wondering if I might possibly be pregnant again...!
I know I'm just going to have to wait and see, as it could quite possibly be left over HCG from the last pregnancy.
Oh why oh why did I test? Now It's all I can think about! LOL!
Speak soon x
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